Men. a mistery.

I don’t understand men. At all. Just as they don’t understand women.

Most men when they are in a relationship they want out. Of course when that happens they want in. That is when the whining starts. They start telling their friends what a great person she is, how they miss her and how they want her back. Let’s say that happens, they get her back. Then, they want out again! What?!? Why?? I have no clue.

I am truly curious if I will ever find a man who is happy to be in a relationship, who will not want to break up after 6-8 months, who will be satisfied and happy.

If any of you know such a person tell me, PLEASE. I will suppliment this post when that happens.

Gifts from destiny

Last week and the entire weekend have been a gift from destiny.  I don’t want to say too much about it but I have never felt as happy and appreciated… never have I felt so hopeful that life can be better, that I deserve more and that I will receive more.

Thank you, you know who you are, for sharing yourself with me, for giving me hope and making me feel good about myself again.

Kisses from Brasov, Romania, Europe, Earth, Milky Way, the Universe… to you… to Yorkshire, UK, Europe, Earth, Milky Way, the Universe.

All I can do now is hope… to see you again

:) yet another smile

happy happy day! joy to the world!

Remember

El: Hai, trezeste-te…

Ea: De ce??

El: E doua deja trebuie sa mergem…

Ea: Bine… Dar.. tu de ce esti imbracat deja?

El: Sunt treaz de juma’ de ora

Ea: Pai.. Si ce ai facut tot timpul asta?

El: Iti numaram pistruii

Ea: (Zambet) Bine.

[peste 3 saptamani]

Ea: Stii ce mi s-a parut foarte dragut?

El: Ce?

Ea: Ca imi numarai pistruii

El: (Zambet)

Ea: Chiar, la cat ai ajuns?

El: La 120 si ceva Apoi am pierdut sirul

Ea: (rade)

(NOT) understanding my Likes/Dislikes in relationships

Likes:

1. Receiving flowers. Lots and lots of cute smelly colorfull flowers!!

2. When I realize that I had more things in common with him than I originally thought

3. When he suprises me in a new, original, spontaneous way

4. Spending a cozy day/night in my “sweethearts” arms

5. Enjoying a bottle of wine and chatting around without any specific topic on the table

6. Going out and actually having fun together

7. The comfort and familiarity you achieve after a while

8. Feeling happy to see each other after being separated for a while (even a short while)

9. First dates are always great and sweet

10. Watching a sunset/rise and romantic, girly shit like that!

 Dislikes

1. Having to stand his presence even if I want to be alone in that moment (and maybe forever and ever)

2. Him not calling when I’d like to hear from him

3. When we don’t understand each other and have to resort to other methods (such as yelling, cursing and of course breaking up)

4. When I don’t receive flowers. And I don’t mean for special ocasions only but for no reason at all, just like that, out of the blue

5.  Me being so insecure whenever I start a relationship

6. Him getting insecure because I am so extrovert

7. Being scared to commit and receiving the same feedback from him

8. Not receiving any feedback what-so-ever

9. Thinking too much when it comes to breaking-up and thinking too little when it comes to hooking-up

10. Getting so sad, insecure, lacking in confidence and so stupid for doing and feeling all these

Gata! Pa!

Romantism..

Astazi sunt romantica. De ce?

Nu stiu.. Poate e din cauza toamnei, poate din cauza acestei melodii, poate din cauza la ce am citit aici, sau aici…

Nu stiu.. nu stiu ce sa fac, cum sa fac.. Daca sa fac.. Sa fac ceva? Ar trebui sa iau atitudine? Mi-e mai bine singura sau mi-e mai bine cu cineva langa mine? Sa am cu cine sa ma cert din cand in cand pe diverse teme prostesti sau prefer sa nu ma cert, sa nu atrag energia negativa ce o aduce cearta?

What to do.. what to do?? Am sa fiu sincera, imi place sa am pe cineva langa mine, sa stiu ca unei persoane anume din  acest enorm univers ii pasa, ca-i pasa de “little ol’ me” si totodata imi place sa fiu libera sa merg la orice party vreau fara sa dau trei telefoane in prealabil, sa testez, sa incerc si apoi sa aflu ca “am voie”.

Voi ce preferati?

With or without?

bitter/sweet

Sau mai bine  sweet/bitter==>> Week-end==>> sweettttttttttttttttt; Saptamana in curs==>> bitter 

Week-end-ul ce tocmai a trecut a fost unul de-a dreptul minunat!!! Superb, extraordinar, nemaipomenit si alte multe adjective ce exprima exact acelasi lucru…. Am fost atat de fericita.. acum totul pare ca un vis, un vis din care nu as fi vrut sa ma trezesc vreodata! Mda, sunt o romantica incurabila care nici macar nu vrea sa se vindece…

In schimb acum sunt trista… trista ca nu e langa mine, stiti voi cine, el… Ma chinuie tot felul de intrebari la care nu-mi dau seama inca daca vreau raspuns sau nu: oare? cand? de ce? daca? Dar in special: CAND?CAND? CAND?

CAND??????